December 30, 2008
oh nothing really
I'm still suffering with it. The constant coughing at night is sure to be the death of me. I literally can't take a breath without having that annoying tickle and then coughing up a lung. I'm running on barely no sleep. On Monday morning I woke Ed up and told him I couldn't go another night like that. I went to see a doctor and she decided to give me Tylenol 3. Weird right? She said the codeine in it would cut that tickle right out. MY EYE. I took two of them before I went to bed and I was coughing like nobodies business. By the time Ed got home from basketball I was in tears. I was coughing so hard I was making myself throw up. I ended up taking the liquid cherry NyQuil. EW. Most disgusting thing I have ever taken. It took me 5 minutes just to pump myself up enough to down the 2 tablespoons. Yuck. Tonight we went and picked up the PILL kind.. good thinking. We'll see how that goes. I am praying that it gives me some kind of relief. I need a good nights sleep, mostly so I can get back on track with my house duties. I've let things slip the last couple of days and my house is starting to show it.
Christmas was fantastic this year. Very low key. We relaxed, took in a lot of time with family and made some wonderful memories. I'm not really looking forward to when Ed has to go back to school. It's been really nice having him around everyday. He makes me laugh. I've mentioned that before haven't I? Well he really does. Whether he's doing it on purpose or not, he's always good for a laugh.
Like tonight for example, we had some errands to run and pulled into a parking stall at wal-mart. Well, if you know my husband, you know he loves dogs. Just loves them. Anytime he sees one he has to point it out and comment on how cute it is. So there we are, just about to get out of the car and I hear Ed say
"Awww, look at that cute puppy in there!" He starts tapping on the window trying to get the dogs attention in the car next to us.
At this point I look up, more out of habit than an interest in yet another cute dog he's spotted, and right away notice somethings a little off. You can only see the dog's head and a bit of the neck so it looks like it's sitting in the passenger seat. Except, it's not blinking. Or moving. I just about died laughing. Here was my cute husband desperately trying to get the attention of a very fake and very stuffed 'cute puppy'. Seriously, just about died. Laughing that hard threw me into an enormous coughing fit where I'm sure I had veins popping out of my neck. Needless to say, Ed wasn't impressed and I had to run after him apologizing. It could've happened to anyone. Right?? :)
And just because I'm already going to be in trouble for blogging about this one, I shall tell you one more of my favorite Ed laughs before I leave you.
I think it was last winter/springish when Noah got real sick. Since we have yet to find a family doctor in the city and didn't feel like making the trip to Strathmore we sat for a couple of hours in the waiting room of a walk in clinic. After Noah was checked out we walked next door to the Shoppers to get his medication.
Here are a couple of random facts that you need to know about Ed before I continue.
#1. He hates, and I mean HATES getting dirty. It's got to be some kind of OCD thing. When we were dating he always had a tide to go pen in the glove compartment of his car, and I was required to also carry one in my purse, so as to have one on hand in the case of an extreme emergency. I smiled and obliged knowing all along that he was in for a good time when our babies came along.
#2. Every time he sees one of those blood pressure machines around the pharmacy section he has to sit down and test himself. Seriously. The man cannot physically walk past it. It must be done.
Alright, on with the story. Right, so there we are in Shoppers filling the prescription, and lo and behold, what do we come across? Why a blood pressure machine! How convenient. So of course he parks himself with Noah on his lap and starts the test. I was a couple of steps away minding my own business when I hear some gagging noises behind me. I turn around in time to see Ed's horrified expression as our sick baby boy pukes all over... ALL over the front of Ed's shirt and jeans. I tell you, the look on his face was priceless. What made it even funnier was that his arm was still stuck in the blood pressure cuff so there was nothing he could do about it. I had to wipe the mess up which was pretty hard while I was laughing my butt off. To this day he has resisted the urge to sit at one of those machines again. Lesson learned I suppose.
Well I'm off to rock some guitar hero with Ed. Hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas and a relaxing holiday.
December 23, 2008
butt cold
Otherwise, it was a very moving program. It meant more to me this year for some reason. Can you guess what I did?
That's right, I cried. Big surprise huh? It was beautiful and I couldn't help myself. I have really been feeling the true meaning of the Christmas season this year. I have been blessed with so many good things, and I feel such gratitude for my Savior and his incredible life. We often talk of Christ's death and what the atonement means, but I do so love the story of his birth as well. I love to imagine him as a small babe. It is both humbling and inspiring. Last night my eyes were on the beautiful woman playing Mary. I still consider myself a fairly 'new' mother and as such I was trying to imagine myself in her place. I've always thought that I would be strong enough to do whatever God asked of me. But this? I think would take strength beyond my own. I admire and love a woman I have never met. For her strength, her faith and her love, and I hope to follow her example as a mother.
Noah was so adorable and was very attentive. He was super excited when he saw the sheep and donkey and kept calling them puppies. I love our boy.
We have a few pictures from the night. They were all taken in the car on the way home. I just couldn't bring myself to take my frozen little fingers out of my mittens to snap one while we were out there.
December 22, 2008
another baby?
December 17, 2008
all you need is love
December 15, 2008
- I have a million things to do and not enough time to do them all! It's so close to Christmas and yet it doesn't 'feel' Christmasy enough. That frustrates me. I look forward to this all year 'round and this year just seems to be falling short of all the hype it usually brings.
- My pet peeve is dirty/sticky floors. I hate walking around barefoot and feeling crumbs crunch under my feet as I walk through the kitchen. It makes me feel sick. haha and angry. Ironically, I also hate to sweep. So what do you get when you have an entire home with no carpet and a mischievous 1 year old? crunchy sticky feet, that's what. This morning Noah threw his sippy cup FULL of juice off his highchair where it spilled everywhere. Twice. The second time it splashed all over the wall. I thought I was going to lose it. I calmly walked away from the screaming child and cried in my bedroom for a good 5 minutes. There's nothing better than a good cry
- I'm a fatty. No, seriously. I was looking through pictures of Noah's birthday. WHOA. If anyone has any idea's for photo shopping a whale out of a picture, I'm all ears.
- Laundry: the bane of my existence. 'Nuff said.
- I love snow and all, but what's with the minus retarded temperatures?? I feel like I'm stuck inside. It's starting to drive me crazy. We went grocery shopping on Saturday and I was just way too hard with Noah. I felt so bad for the little guy. I am seriously excited to move and I hope Ed gets accepted somewhere very, very warm.
Speaking of Noah, the poor little guy has such a hard time growing his pearly whites. He is in the middle of pushing out his two front ones. He's a crying, drooling, whining mess. But on the up side, he also cuddles. Which is something he STRONGLY protests on a regular day. Sometimes having a sick little babe is a good thing :) I think I have the perfect remedy for my grumpiness. A snowed in day snuggling with my little man!
Peace
December 10, 2008
power of prayer
We don't have any stairs in our apartment, so naturally when he sees them he's out of his mind excited. The kid has no fear. I've been trying to teach him while we are staying at my Mom's house this week to sit on his bum, turn around and slide down them on his tummy.
I'm losing this one.
He is SO stubborn and refuses to do it that way. He thinks he's a big boy and would rather walk down them, one at a time, like a grown up. Whoa, Son... I don't want you growing up that fast.
We've had a few close calls the last couple of days. With watching 7 or 8 day home kids, plus him it's tough to keep the gate up blocking the stairs all the time.
Last night he managed to get away from us. All I heard was Janay yell "Kevyn, stairs!" I'm still amazed that I made it up off the floor, around the piano and banister to grab a handful of his pajama's just in time. He had walked off the first step kind of bounced and was about to fall head first down the rest. I have no doubt that he was being watched over by our Father in Heaven, and that we were able to get to him in time.
My one leg slid down the stairs after him and the other one was left to fend for itself back up in the hallway. The end result looked like some form of hurtler position just as they are about to jump. The difference being, I am sooo not in shape. It killed. I'm still popping the Advil.
It had been a really long day to begin with and that was about the last thing I needed. I think I hugged him a little to tight while I cried.
I was reading an article the other day about two women who were discussing their families. One of them admitted that she sometimes forgot to pray at night. The other woman looked very serious and said "You should always remember to say your prayers. Your children need them." I have a strong testimony of the power of prayer and I know that Noah was being protected because of the prayers of safety I say for my family every day.
Even though falling down a flight of stairs may not have have caused much harm, I would have carried the guilt for a long time. I am grateful for a Heavenly Father who hears and answers our prayers. I hope I will always remember to utter prayers of safety for my family and friends.
December 8, 2008
I read something the other day that said, 80% of us procrastinate, 20% of us make it a habit. It really hit me. I fit well into the 20% category. I have definately made it a habit in my life and, well I just wasn't happy with myself. I wasn't getting the satisfaction out of life that seems to come to naturally for most people. So while I was away, not blogging, I did some soul searching so to speak and decided to make some changes. Best thing ever. I feel more organized, more ready to face my everyday life with a positive attitude. It also rubs off a great deal on Noah and Ed I find. Both are happier and let go more, which makes life for all of us more easy going and enjoyable. I'm only sad that I didn't figure this out sooner. Everything has a time and purpose though, so I am incredibly greatful for the lesson, no matter when it came.
Moving on,
About a week ago my Doctor sent me to a dermatologist for something on my foot. (I'll spare you the icky details) She saw me and I had barely learned her name when she informed me that I would need a small surgery and that she would do it right then and there.
Umm excuse me?? Did you say surgery as in I would need a needle in my foot??
( I was just crying to Ed that this might happen moments ago in the car. He told me that he would be right there with me and it would be alright. Unfortunately Noah was starting to act up in the waiting room so Ed took him for a walk)
Great! Lovely! The thought of running out of the room crossed my mind.
She told me it would only take a 1/2 hour and when my pale face squeaked out "can I got get my husband?" she gave me such a ridiculous look that I knew I would not be getting any sympathy from her so I decided to shut up and be brave. After all, I'd endured 26 hours of labour, how bad could it be??
WORSE.
Way worse. If I had to feel that kind of pain for 26 hours straight, I wouldn't have made it to hour #2 without passing out. Thankfully in total it lasted about 2 minutes. Still too long if you ask me, but what do I know. I had nail marks in my hands and I'm pretty sure I scraped some paint off of the wall but I didn't cry. Ohhhhh no I didn't shed one tear.
Until she left the room of course. Then I cried. The pain may not have gone on long enough to cry about, but as I have previously mentioned, crying is my forte. It's my thing, it's what I do. There's this whole cleansed feeling after a good cry that feels wonderful.
Any old how, here's my advice to you, if you are ever faced with the decision of getting a needle in your toe, or cutting your foot off. Cut that foot OFF! Who really needs it??
I realize I have some catching up to do with some pretty fun events in the last month that we have missed. So we'll start with the first one...
Halloween:
November 9, 2008
oh my gosh, oh my gosh, oh my gosh
We have a tooth!
Weeeelll, not a whole tooth,
not even half a tooth
It's more liiiiike, a pointy edge of a tooth.
You can't see it yet, but you can sure feel it.
And just shy of his first birthday! Awww, good job buddy
November 7, 2008
an update.... soon
Sadly, my battery charger for my camera is lost in the endless Abyss that is my bedroom.
Why is it that my room is the 'drop' place for everything that needs to be put away? At first it's just a few harmless things that get thrown on the bed when we are 'straightening up' before someone comes over. Then before I know it, the whole room is taken over with piles and piles of things that don't belong.
And I know I am in for a long day of sorting and putting away.
Right now we are navigating through the piles just to get to our closet. Yesterday I had to explain to Ed that his belt was in the third pile to the left of the two piles at the end of the bed. He was in there for 15 minutes. Pffffft, amature.
Some may think this is a gross display of slothful-lazinatitis. Well that's just too darn bad. That's life today in the Caballero home.
Tomorrow, when I've had a good healthy breakfast and my husband is on hand to man the little speed racer (who zooms everywhere with his push walker these days ) maybe things will get a little organized. maybe.
October 19, 2008
love you forever, like you for always, as long as i'm living, my baby you'll be
I also know that even though he may get older, taller, smarter, and with alot of luck... quieter..... this kid?... he will always be my baby.
October 17, 2008
October 16, 2008
tonight
I am so thankful for incredible women in my life. Women who are kind, thoughtful, selfless, pure of heart, hilarious and just all around beautiful! The ones who look for the good in people, who are slow to judge, and quick to lend a helping hand. The ones I admire and aspire to be like.
The world could use more women like these.
October 11, 2008
oh crap
I'm pretty sure it hates me, it would also like to kill me.
I'm on my death bed as I write this...
send...help...
September 29, 2008
Ode to Autumn
1. My favorite fall colour is Burnt orange or deep red
2. The fall meal I am most looking forward to enjoying is Homemade Pumpkin pie, with real whip cream, EXTRA whip cream!
3. My favorite fall activity is We got married in the fall.. does that count? I would love to do that every year! If that doesn't work, I really enjoy taking long walks with the family.
4. I am looking forward to wearing comfy sweaters and Ugg boots again.
5. If I were to fill my thermos/coffee mug with any beverage, it would definitely be a pumpkin/cinnamon spiced steamer.
6. My favorite fall tradition is raking leaves into a big pile in the yard. Then jumping, rolling, kicking and crunching through them.
7. My favorite spot to "take in" fall colours is any beautiful park, as long as my family is there to enjoy them with me
8. My favorite fall sound is the wind blowing the leaves to the ground
9. My favorite fall smell is fresh, crisp air!
10. Fall makes me feel refreshed, renewed, grateful to be alive
September 23, 2008
it's a tough life
He's really really ridiculously good at it
September 15, 2008
For Sale
and even more of this...
They say it will last how long?? At this rate, I might not make it to the end of the week.
September 5, 2008
September 4, 2008
he crawls, or scoots... or something
FINALLY!
He actually started this almost a month ago, but I haven't gotten around to getting it caught on video until now. As you will see, he still needs coaxing, because well... he's a baby and thinks he needs to be picked up and carried around everywhere. Ha. Nice try kiddo.
He's stubborn though... real stubborn. Hmmm, he must get that from his Daddy. He could sit there all day and whine and whine at me until I finally give up and go pick up his cute chubby little body. It's true. He's done it on several occasions.
Thankfully now that a couple of weeks have passed, he is tasting his independence a bit more, and well I think he's likin' it. He now will venture down the hall into his bedroom, uncoaxed and unchaperoned. This is big folks.. BIG.
On a side note, the quality of the video isn't all that great, sorry!
August 29, 2008
snug as a bug
Yes, his new thing is 'whining' every second of every day it seems. I'm learning patience and understanding and that the odd drink now and then never hurt anyone.
I kid, I kid. Drinking doesn't help the problem. But the Backyardigans do. It's the only TV program he will watch. And when I say 'watch' I mean, he will sit there from start to finish, without a peep, except maybe to shout some excited baby babble when they start singing.
Bless their beautiful creative cartoon hearts...
I love you Backyardigans. And so does my Son...
August 24, 2008
family home evening
Ya right. Although I really do hate Monday's. Except for in the evening when some of my best tv shows are on and I dont do anything but sit on my couch with a pint of ice cream and get fat. Wait, that's every night. My bad.
Noah and I are headed to Strathmore on Monday night to help my poor blind sister Janay. Who as of tomorrow will be glasses free! Woo hoo! Congrats - it's a long time coming. Hence the reasoning for Sunday night FHE.
Lucky for us, Noah is at that wonderful age where he would rather be tortured than sit through a lesson, and where sitting through a lesson with him is torture for us. So for now, we skip that part and get right to the good stuff. The activity! We took a short walk and spent some time at the park.
August 20, 2008
hot hot hot
August 13, 2008
I'm 24?...
Little Old Man: "How old are you Dear?"
Little Old Lady: "Who me? Why I am 91 this year, next year I will be 92. I have a friend named Ronald, he and I are the same age."
Little Old Man: "91? Is that all? You're just a spring chicken"
Little Old Lady: " Well I would certainly hate to see what an old Hen looks like!"
I nearly wet myself. It was prossibly the cutest thing I have ever eavesdropped on. Sigh. I hope to be as cute and fiery as that when I am 91. Fonrtunately I have many more years until that birthday.
This weekend we celebrated my big 24. Whoo Whoo! It will go down in my books for being one of the most memorable I have ever had. Not because of any extravagant gifts or over the top surprises. Because of family. I had such a wonderful, relaxing time and I was able to enjoy it with lots of close friends and family. A huge thanks to everyone who helped me to celebrate and made it a birthday to remember.
One gift in particular was the highlight of the weekend. My handsome husband thought about this all on his own and with the help of Janay, Mom and Amber, orchestrated so I didn't know a thing until the unveiling. (not for lack of trying on my part though)
So without further ado, I give you... my birthday cake...
It was brilliant, and I loved it! It took me awhile to cut it, because I didn't want to ruin it. In the end my hungry tummy won, and it was satisfied with rich dark chocolate cake and white chocolate raspberry filling. Yumo. Do they know me or do they know me?? It was DE-lish.
And now I have the pleasure of working off all the extra poundage I gained by eating 1 or 3 or 8 pieces.
Thanks again everyone - it was fantastic!
Love,
Kevyn
July 24, 2008
Our little life
I'm tired, but it's a feel good kind of tired. Those kinds are my fav.
Any old how, now that my house is organized, so is my head so I can fill you in on all of the purely exciting happenings of our life. Or mildly exciting happenings. It really depends on your idea of exciting. And let me tell you, once you have children, your standards in that area drop dramatically. Excitment to me is staying up past 10 o'clock. Whoo hoo.
July 14, 2008
Ooops
thats all :)
June 26, 2008
he's an oldie!
Would you believe that I couldn't find a single picture of Ed without Noah for this post? That's just an example of how he is. Whenever he has a spare moment it is spent with his family, but most especially his number one fan, Noah. They're best buds.
This post will be a bit early. Ed's birthday is actually on the 29th but we are going out of town for the weekend to enjoy some fun in the sun with our boy. Pictures to follow.
He'll be 27 this year! Go ahead, say it... WHOA. He's an old man. I tell him that all the time. I also tell him how incredibly lucky he was to land a much younger and much prettier wife. He agrees with me of course, because that's just the way it works around here.
I couldn't tell you enough good things about this man. He's everything I've looked for in a Husband and Father of my children. All the good things, and all the bad things. His faults are something I truly enjoy about him, because they remind me that no one is perfect. Especially me. (shocker I know) they also add variety and excitement to our life. His stubborn qualities mixed with my own ensure that our time together is never dull! Our life is far from perfection. it actually borders on crazy... but it's ours and I wouldn't have it any other way.
I love you for who you are and who I know you will become. I love all of our jokes and funny names for each other. I love how you support me and are considerate of my feelings. I love the way you smell. I love the way I fit perfectly in your arms. I love the way you love our son. And I really love that I've fallen more in love with you everyday since the day we met. ( I could go on, but people would probably start puking if I did) :) Happy Birthday Babe - I hope it's a good one!
And of course it wouldn't be a proper Birthday post without a little word from our son....
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Just in case you don't speak "Babyslammingonkeyboard" allow me to translate...
"Dear Daddy, I'm glad to hear it is your birthday because, as you may know I have a bit of a food obsession and birthdays=cake. You can imagine how excited I am. Oh ya, I love you. Happy birthday! Love, Noah"
I also must mention my greatest apologies to one of my cutest Nephew's Conner for not sending him a happy birthday post on the 20th. Sorry little buddy, I dropped the ball on that one. I'll be better next year I promise. I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me. (Something tells me that theres more than my lack of birthday posts on a 3 year old's mind. I think he'll still love me :)
June 11, 2008
Shout out
After all, I am the life of the party.
Have a wonderful birthday Auntie Janay! We love you so much and can't wait to share your special day with you!